It’s hard to believe that in less than 24 hours I will be in
Philadelphia, meeting my other cohort members and getting ready to begin
staging on Tuesday. Tomorrow morning I fly out of Seattle, leaving my family
and friends for 27 months (unless some of you decide to visit me. Hint hint
wink wink). If I thought the past few weeks have been a blur, this last week
went at light speed. It was filled with flickers of packing, cleaning, coffees,
and goodbyes.
Just this morning I said goodbye to the ‘burg, wondering
what it will be like when I return and I can’t help but feel that majoring in
Geography was a fitting choice. As I heard repeatedly during my college career,
geography is the study of how people and things interact with/in space. So the
fact that I said farewell to so many places seems oddly appropriate. I know
that when I return to the ‘burg these places will be distant memories and my
interactions with (and interpretations of) them will be new. Perhaps drastically,
perhaps just subtly. But that’s no small reason why I’m headed off with the PC
tomorrow. If I wasn’t wanting to alter my world view or my interactions with
places or people I wouldn’t be doing this. I’m not feeling nostalgic per se,
more like projecting the sense of nostalgia and alienation I will have with
these places when I return.
Anyway.
I got packed yesterday in a flurry of activity. I’m guessing
I have about 70 lb in my checked bags, plus a full carry on. Considering the
fact that this is what I’m taking for two years, I’d say that’s not bad! And a
fairly sizable portion of that is books, journals, and paper. If only you could
have seen my bed in the weeks leading up to my departure. Piles of clothes,
stacks of books, camping gear, cameras, and other random items on my packing
list. To give you an idea, it looked something like this (but A LOT messier):
You’re probably wondering how nervous I am (perhaps on a
scale of 1 to 10?). I would probably rank it at about a 4. And I think the
majority of that will go away once I meet all my fellow PCVs during staging in
two days. They are the ones I’m going to be living and working with for the
next three months (and, to a lesser extent, the next 27 months), and I just
hope I don’t make too bad of an impression. Fingers crossed! It’s not that I’m
not nervous about Malawi, but my fernweh has gotten the better of me.
On a slightly unrelated note, I happened this quote
yesterday, and it seemed pretty fitting for the next few years. “It’s your
experience. Discover your own wisdom.” I’ll do my best to do just this while I’m
abroad.
I’m not sure when I’ll be able to update this blog again
(remember, I likely won’t internet again until June) but keep checking back! In
the meantime, I’d love letters from y’all!!!! My address during PST is under
the “Talk to me!!” page. Letters take 1-2 months to arrive, so start writing
now! I’ll start as soon as I have downtime/the energy (I’m anticipating a bit
of a gut biota revolt against my new diet).
I’m looking forward to hearing from
you!
Farewell for now,
Dylan
Though you told me what it meant I forgot and had to look up Fernweh and I remember again how wonderful the word is, particularly for someone like you! We already miss you but we know you've got fernweh and there is only one cure. Take the medicine!
ReplyDeletehey, we have fernweh, too and will do something about it asap!! love you, sonny boy!
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